5th Blog

so yesterday/lastnight was just terrible i felt so stupid and fat and like a failure i just ate whatever i wanted all day! i purged except for my last meal but i was still 5 over this am however ive been dropping steadly again throughout the day, had a few peices of chicken to make my tummy stfu, i dont get cals from liquids usually cuz im not a big coffee person im more into water, so im okay with the few bits of chicken i had, perhaps itll even help. All i hafta do now is get thro dinner, i always have a tough time with dinner, i usually purge after but im always so hungry i just wanna eat n eat n eat n eat but i know i wont be able to get it ALLLL out so i reli gotta watch myself i did so well today i hope the scale shows it. trying to stay strong to get skinnnyyyyy :)
love u sister nikki xoxxo <3