Well this is the first time i've felt worth enuff to have an Ana blog and have an acct on an Ana website. I've recently gone down in weight so i thought why not now to keep my thinspiration going! last week i kept weighing in at 140lbs for MONTHS im FINALLY starting to go down again, i weighed this morning and came in at 132lbs.... its good....but its not good enuff!
I'm terrified for tonight tooo :( i have some friends coming over for DINNER of all things DINNER! how am i supposed to get up and purge half way thro dinner!? i cant! im gonna have to wait until they leave omg im getting anxiety thinking about it just now. i shoulda said no i shoulda never let anyone come over for DINNER none the less! ugh im so scared, i guess ill do my best weight tomorrow and well seeeee. thinking thin! xox
About Me
- Lust2Dust
- im only one person, i can only do my best :) BMI- 22.8 HEIGHT- 5"4 HW- 190 CW- 129.5 LW- 120 GW- 105 UGW- 90~95
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